Why do I sometimes not listen to my body
And slow down?
Maybe it’s because I’m too stubborn
Too darn stubborn for my own good!
Maybe it’s because slowing down doesn’t seem fun
And I think I want to be ‘productive’!
Maybe it’s because I don’t realise that
The crash is around the corner!
Maybe it’s because slowing down is hard!
Maybe going fast is addictive
Maybe slowing down seems boring
Maybe I’m impatient
Maybe I have trouble sitting still
Maybe my mind goes into over-drive
Maybe … all of the above!
But maybe I shouldn’t be so hard on myself
Change takes time
And as long as I’m striving, it’s all fine
Maybe I will eventually learn to slow down…
Maybe the hundredth time is the charm!
August 18th, 2014