It’s hard to know what I’m feeling
I feel a flood of emotion
But the feeling itself is clear as mud!
Someone or something has caused this
But what I exactly feel
I couldn’t tell you
It’s something that is taking up space
In my head and heart
I can’t brush it off
It demands attention
But how can I address it
If I don’t even know
What I’m dealing with
I wonder what to do
Do I keep thinking till I figure it out?
Do I talk to someone?
Or do I just experience the confusion
And move on?
These feelings will be resolved
But for now they are as clear as mud!
November 13th, 2013