So much emotion

Up and done

Worried and resigned 

Impatient and tired 

So much waiting 

For the doctors

For the ultrasound 

Over an hour for the ultrasound 

Waiting is the hardest thing for me

Especially when I don’t know how long

Especially when I am tired and anxious

Especially when the results can have such a big impact

But all is well that ends well

The ultrasound was clear

The blood test results were good 

And for now, there is no sign of cancer 

And it will most likely remain the same 

Because of the medication I’m taking 

All in all good news

A sense of relief

But the fatigue stays 

Until I have a good night’s sleep 

June 18, 2024